Category Archives: Fear

Am I Woman Enough?

Today, as we celebrate the many fierce, strong, admirable women who have helped pave the way for a foundation of equality in our country, I’m left pondering a question I’ve been pondering quite a bit the last few months. Am … Continue reading

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The Morning After The Day Before

It took a while yesterday for everything to process for me.  After writing last night, I fell asleep and it was when I woke up that everything truly sunk in.  I spent the later part of the night and well … Continue reading

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Why I relate to Rudy Giuliani…

Those of you who know me and my political stances are likely scratching your heads pretty hard here, but hear me out. Also, I love Jesus, but I cuss a little…or a lot tonight, so if this isn’t your cup … Continue reading

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It’s Not Fair.

I have about a million other things I need to accomplish this evening, but I have to put these feelings I’ve bottled up into words and release them before I allow them to darken in my heart rotting my soul. … Continue reading

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Desperation

For the last month or so I’ve been in a place that is completely foreign to me, a place I thought I had returned my entry pass a long while ago.  It’s a place I don’t want to be, a … Continue reading

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Created for Care

I am SO excited to say that I am fortunate enough to attend a Created for Care retreat!  In March, I’ll be flying across the country (with my dear friend Brenda) to beautiful Georgia for a weekend with 449 other … Continue reading

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RSV is the Devil- Part 5

After we all got a little bit of sleep, we finally were moved to our room.  Because the hospital was at 180% capacity, we were placed on a floor with an available bed, not primarily used for children with short-term … Continue reading

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RSV is the Devil- Part 4

A left the hospital shortly before midnight.  I figured with E asleep, we’d be moving into our room shortly and we could both snuggle in for the evening.  I was wrong. Around 12:30am a Patient Care Technician (PCT) came in … Continue reading

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RSV is the Devil- Part 3

*Note from Jenn- I’ve had a few people ask me why I’d want to document our experience in the hospital.  First and foremost, E came out of this experience a stronger, more resilient kid (with a few battle wounds).  To … Continue reading

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RSV is the Devil- Part 2

A, E, and I went back to the waiting area to wait for what I assumed would be only a few minutes before being called back to an available room.  As we waited, the room got more and more crowded, … Continue reading

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